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Ashes, Memory & Mystery


Holy Summer Night

 

Somewhere Between

 

Lucky and free

Off the train

And onto the scene

The thick trees smile

Forever, they may be

The air tastes like life

And the stars are your private canopy

Resting atop a fabulous melody

This moment is a memory

Oh, holy summer night

I stay alive

To feel your light

Oh, holy summer night

I stay alive

To love your light

Above and beneath

Nothing to be

Surviving a dream

Called reality

Stay awhile, with your pit bull smile

Forever, we shall be

The air tastes like life

And the stars are ours to see

Guiding us toward

Life’s desire fait accompli

This moment is a memory

We are a memory

Oh, holy summer night

I stay alive

To feel your light

Oh, holy summer night

I stay alive

To love this night


Van Gogh Blue

I was walking in my sleep again 

 

A witness to images beyond my understanding

I was watching you fly, so far away 
And wishing you a happy landing

Your face is written into my consciousness 
Like the template of a human being I used to be

There was desperation, confusion and happiness 
And what my friend, was it all supposed to mean

All the time 
All the time 
I spent with you 
My perceptions were untrue 
Feeling Van Gogh Blue

Was no crime 
Was no crime 
Believing my feelings for you 
They colored my world 
A blinding yellow and grew 
Never knew, I’d end up feeling Van Gogh Blue


She

She who smiles

Upon the face of the moon

My worries, my anxiety, my hubris

My doom

She who smiles on the face of the moon

Please consume

This paralysis that’s part of me

 

She who dances

In the empty room

My stress, my delusion, my arrogance

My tomb

She who dances

In the empty room

Make it bloom

This silent strength that’s part of me

 

She who sings melodically

Upon a deep morning groove

My neurosis, my impatience, my insecurity

My gloom

She who sings like a bird

Upon a deep morning groove

Let it resume

This beautiful life that’s a part of me 

 


The Gathering Storm

The sage disguised 
As fool 
Warned against 
The gathering storm

The stage improvised 
Mimicking tool 
Ignored the 
Gathering Storm

The wage idealized 
Imitation jewel 
Danced in the 
Gathering storm

Are we all hypocrites 
Hoping for something more 
We’ve all been blamed 
By someone certain they were sure 
No one is guiltless 
From shore to shining shore 
The words do not condemn 
But plea for empathy now 
And forevermore

 


Together Again

 

I stood before you 

A product of love, blood, and chaos
You understood before I knew
What we kept secret would betray us

We were looking for a light
To save us
But it had vanished in the night
Leaving hatred hating us
Somewhere, I don’t know when
Time will piece us together again

The moon glowed low and blue
Across a mean land in stasis
It judged no one and never presumed
Life would eventually repay us

We were looking for a fight
To save us
Our enemy had vanished in the night
Leaving hatred hating us
Somewhere, I don’t know when
Time will piece us together again


Out of Time (song)


Revenge Town (song)

 

Well mercy me

What’s this stirring around

The pack of wolves shiver and quiver 

Observing the human race to revenge town

 

The deal is dirty

And they may have knew it

But the blood spilled smelled good

So the mob desperately pursued it

 

Someone must pay

There must be balance for the consequence

Let sweat and sinew collide glorified

The resultant sparks and flames ash the conscience

 

Chorus:

 

Hurry and scream

Look mean

Prod them forward

And yourself undone

In the end, ultimately

Justice crying on freedom’s shoulder

 

Of water and fire

Running deep through our heart

The explosions of beauty

Sharing a scene with the death of art

 

The ideas eschewed

The solutions frenzied

The payback is attained

The feeling is empty

 

In forgiveness rests liberation

The abandoning of an invisible prize

Coated with diamonds and gold

And held together by lies

 

Chorus:


Is This How It’s Supposed to Feel

Amber, forgot how to smile unconsciously
She ran into grammar school friends asking
Remember me, her life shifted into a maddening, subtle frequency

Bobby never considered interior anguish
Then his leg broke on fourth down in the afternoon when his
Dream was vanquished, and alcohol suddenly felt like a pile of warm blankets

They met beside a keg on top of wet grass
It was Friday night and the moon hung low and red
Skeleton romance, the confused youths they do a desperate ghost dance

They sing
Is this
How it’s
Supposed to
Feel

Was what I felt
Was it something real
Is real
How we’re supposed
To feel

Amanda, hoped to impress strangers with a false sense of certainty
She considered herself on trial, engulfed in shyness and shame
Permanently, and when they whispered in a crowd she wondered ‘’are they plotting to hurt me?”

Bobby ripped confidence from an invisible cloud
In front of his imagined enemy’s face
Proud and pumping violent grace

They kept each other company atop a soft bed
It was Saturday morning and Bobby
Caressed her pounding head, nothing was delivered and nothing was said

But they were both thinking
Is this
How it’s
Supposed to
Feel

Was what I felt
Was it something real
Is real
How we’re supposed
To feel

Dream
Walking
In a dream
How often are we
Walking
In a dream
Our expectation and reality
Are they independent
Or part of the same the same the same the same the same
Machinery
Or is it a dream
is it a dream
Is it a dream
A scene
A dream
A scene
A dream

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In Close Conversation (live performance)

Inside the walls
That collapse outside myself
The drawbridge is lowered
The dragon is waiting

Lanterns, my friends
Stars in the black sky
They are watching us tonight
The ones who are observing

Decisions, violence
Insult and prejudice
I am guilty and convicted
By an invisible jury

Chorus:

Baby, baby
My mine you
Who I wish you were
And me as philosophy
Convenient archetypes
We cannot be
Though we trust
And swear we see

I have an ocean of words
To tell you
I try
But I’m drowning inside
Authentic is beauty and brutality
So we hide
On opposite sides
In close conversation

Just once
I want to truly know one
Chisel through the past together
Like teamwork in a sun shower

To be free
You have to hurt
There are no exits
Because breathing is not a trap

Talk about worlds and illusions
Gods and texts cloaked in shadow
Quench your cosmic thirst with body shock
No matter, we’re still sharing the same ladder

Chorus


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